I haven't posted in awhile because somehow I lost my subscription to this thread, sorry!
I'm sorry to hear you are having such a hard time with chemo. They gave me IV drugs for nausea before my treatments and I did ok during the first 2 months but the last half wasn't so good. I finally ended up on Amend which was super expensive but did the trick.
Do you meditate? I have a CD that I used to listen to during treatments that I'd be willing to send you if you're interested.
Hang in there......you can do this and you have the power of friends and family lifting you up when you aren't feeling so strong.
Let me know if there's anything I can do to help.