Sammie - I'm so sorry you are still in so much pain. Take the pain meds. Try not to feel like a wimp. They are there for a reason. And everyone has a different pain tolerance. My husband can't handle a simple headache and I have them all the time. I am a 10-year breast cancer survivor. I needed pain meds after my surgery, too. That is what it is there for.
Praying you get a good report. PM me if you need to talk.