Feeling really blue this afternoon on a yucky, cold, rainy day. Called my parents and talked with my dad. Mom's latest scans aren't good-they suspect the cancer in her spine is growing again. She'll have an MRI this week and see the oncologist on Monday. So thankful that she's been able to really enjoy the last couple of months since she went off the last chemo that was causing her so many side effects and praying that whatever she has to go on now won't make her as sick as the last drug. I suspect that at some point she'll decide for quality over quantity of life since that last drug really made her miserable and she wasn't able to enjoy her days much. Hard to even think about.