Okay, so I've just been fereting around SCS trying to figure out why one of my cards is getting so much attention. I finally looked into FB page, which I never go to ordinarily. Lydia you made me cry. I mean real salty tears. I think you can imagine some of my angst and emotion with doing a mixed media theme after the circumstances of having to withdraw from the MM team earlier this year. I've been too scared to participate for feeling like I have failed in a small way. I know I haven't failed but I still feel some of the pain of that just the same. There's a little piece of my heart on my sleeve there.