Originally Posted by CraftyMel2
Thanks, Wrose. Sitting here thinking, it's almost as though I sort of wish I still believed. There is no comfort for me; no feeling of "seeing him again" and it just is so deep. DH says that when anyone dies that it makes you sit back and re-evaluate your life; think of your own mortality and legacy, and it's just part of the process. He is probably right. He usually is.
I agree with Wrose and your DH. Death of someone close can't help but be an emotional time for all of us. The realisation that that person is no longer with us is really hard no matter what you believe.