If your feeling that you want to reach out, then do it...
For me personally, there was tension with the MIL...then one day it was gone...I know she loves (d) me and will always think of me as her Daughter.....and with my own mother gone and the new hubby's mom gone...I tend to reach out to her too..Taishea..hang in there and like Hedgie said we are here for you! ( and everyone else too)!
My beautiful rings. The plain band was the last wedding band my Mother wore. The hanky it is pictured on, my husband carried the day we got married!