Duran-As Jen already said, wishing you the best possible outcome for you. Whatever that may be.
I also, suggest getting a lawyer lined up now, in the event you need one. There was a time when I grew weary and started not to care what I ended up with. Just wanted it overwith. That was exhaustion talking.
The lawyer remained unemotional and saw to it I was are treated fairly in the division. I now am so thankful that he made me stick to a plan that looked out for my best interests.