Vickie...my thoughts and prayers are with you..
I have this policy when buying when buying "PADS of DP"...I flip through it and if I am "ga-ga" about a lot of the styles of paper--that warrant the price of the pad....I buy it! haha Capice? Did that make sense? Like; if I only like 2 styles in the pad--I won't buy the pad of paper...but if I go nuts over 8-10 different style sheets in the pad..then it's worth it for me to buy it. I always buy (3) sheets of the same pattern of DP...to make multiples of the same style! THREE is a big number with me...I have 3 kids, I have 3 brothers, I love 3 day weekends!!! I have no idea why I am saying this! hahahahaha