Hello Ms. Samantha. Iím sorry youíre in pain and canít find some relief. Night time is so often the enemy Ė when thereís nothing to do but focus on the pain/worry/fear.
The trip to Phoenix sounds wonderful. Floating in a pool (with drink in hand!) is my idea of water sports. I hope it will be a good trip for you.
Iím dumbfounded about your experience with friends, and especially your sisters. If you love someone how can you not be there for them? Ug. I guess itís tough situations that show peoples true character. Maybe they'll figure it out.
I hope the light of day brings you some peace and comfort.
ĎNo one gets out of here aliveí Ė ain't that the truth.
It's all fun & games until someone gets a paper cut.