thanks ladies again for the encouragement! I had to work today and just got home. Today has been slightly better. The hard part is I don't want to come home to an empty house. I also don't want to go out in the evening by myself. Which is something I do quite often, until last week.
My husband and kids have been very supportive which is also great. My boss at work knows what's going on also. And, he's a Christian which helps.
Songs and Bible verses have been running through my head almost constantly. So thanks for that suggestion too.
It sure helps knowing so many people are praying for me to get through this.