I am not sure if I should be writing in here or not what I am going through is a normal part of life. I sure don't like this part of life, I am 49 and my husband Sam passed away on September 29, 2008 so it hasn't been very long. I am lonely, sad, mad, we never had a social life Sam was a over the road truck driver. When he would come home the last thing he wanted to do was go out anywhere and meet people. I am sorry for being such a pity pot. I needed too vent thanks for being here for people like me.