Hello Lavonne .... It's good to hear from you again today. Have you thought of writing some comforting Bible verses on 3 x 5 cards and keeping them nearby whenever you feel fearful? Here are two verses that might help.
Psalm 56:3 ....... When I am afraid, I will trust in You.
Isaiah 41:10 ......... So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.
"But God demonstrated His love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us ... being now justified by His blood, we shall be saved from wrath through Him." Romans 5:8 & 9